Capital L for Lazy

Listening To:
Hooverphonic--Renaissance Affair
Fall Out Boy--Dance Dance
Watching:
The Pink Panther
Reading:
My Long To-Do List


Procrastination is a disease that isn't cured easily or quickly....and it's extremely easy to relapse into the routine again. Too easy....and dangerous. And I've relapsed. I started out well, but it didn't last long. Already missing classes and getting sick and missing assignments and getting behind and picking frivolous past-times over doing work right away. *sighs* I think I need to isolate myself from the world for a week to get back on track....but that in itself is hard. Who wouldn't rather be surrounded by their friends than alone? But unfortunately those same friends are easy distractions for someone with such an avoidance-prone mind. The internet is deadly too, but not so much. As long as people don't try to communicate with me and I don't find some sort of art to look at for hours on end. I'm not complaining about the problems I've caused myself, I'm complaining about why the bloody hell I can't seem to be able to just sit down and be serious and do my work anymore. I used to be so studious and focused, and my priorities were more productive. Now, I'm practically the opposite. Maybe all that work and boring life caught up to me already and my mind refuses to go back to that dull existence? Not that this one is terribly better.....but it's a bit more carefree if anything I suppose. Yes, I'm rambling. It's what I do best. Use paragraphs? Nonsense. It breaks the flow of thoughts. I don't know why I made "future" posts with the pictures...I guess to fill the days that I won't write anything. To make me look productive and attentive to this blog. Truthfully though, this has received far more love and devotion than any of my others. I think it helps to know that at least one person actually bothers to read this [<3 ya Marcy :P ] Man.....all this catching up has to be done a.s.a.p. for the much awaited (2 years almost) 18th birthday of the last of us has come. Yany is finally turning legal, and we'll all -finally- be able to go explore those places we couldn't. It's going to be a long weekend of festivities, if all goes as planned. So far there's supposed to be strippers, gambling, buying of porn and cigarettes (only just cuz she can...no smoking em), clubbing, Ferris Wheels and other Fair rides, etc. I wonder how many people we'll be able to group together at once to go to all of this with us. Hopefully a good handful at least because of course, the more the merrier. The more the more insane as well...and that can never be boring. I have a package to mail out, but I don't know if I should use Fedex or UPS or the regular USPS [which is cheaper]. Hmm.....maybe I should start off by boxing up the stuff first I suppose. I'll probably end up just doing whatever's closer....theres a place infront of the mall, but I don't know if thats USPS or what. Only one way to find out! Wow....it's already 6:40 AM. Time sure does fly when you're locked up in your room with music and the glow of the laptop as your only companions. I don't know if I should go to bed or try to start on some school stuff....I'm tired, but not -that- tired yet. I could probably squeeze in some productivity before crashing. I wish I had more interesting things and people to take pictures of besides myself....it seems ever so narcissistic...but everyone is camera-shy and I can never get a really good landscape shot or anything like that. I wish I could actually have a "photo-shoot" with someone who was willing to be my model and comply to my requests without qualms so that I might try to do some more serious sorts of photography. I very much wish I had other cameras......film ones....or those orgasmically wonderful digital ones that are practically just like the fancy film ones but more convenient....unfortunately the price tags scare me away. $700 or so for one of them I could technically dish out, but then I'd be more tight on money then I'll probably end up being already as is. Can't believe I'm saying this, but I can't wait till the summer when I can get a job and start earning money again and start saving up and maybe even be able to save up to move out Fall-ish. Who knows. Bahh I just realized how warped my concept of Time always is.....It's only 2nd semester of "Freshman" year....but it already feels like so much longer in. It's both good and bad. I hope I survive. No...I shouldn't say that. I WILL survive. There. Much better.