"Scars are on my hands, I drempt that stars had burned them."

Whatever happened to this being a picture blog? Apparently that idea went out the window straightaway. Oh well. That's ok. There's this new site thats like Deviantart and Myspace's bastard lovechild....sorta scary, sorta retarded, but I joined anyway. Poetic Empty. My sn of course is Aleia. I'd give a direct url to my page but there isn't one. Not yet anyway. Strange site.....still being built as we speak really. Maybe something will come of it, if nothing else but some sort of lame ego-boost or something.

I need to start sleeping normally. Staying up for no really good reason, to the point where you're body is so sick of being up and infront of the monitor glow that you start to feel physically sick...like nauseated and shit. That ain't normal. I ain't normal. Why am I saying ain't? Fuck if I know....it's bloody 5:30 am and I haven't been to bed yet.

I saw The Hills Have Eyes tonight/last night with Jessica. She's the best person to go to scary movies with because she literally screams she gets so scared sometimes XD. The movie was actually fairly scary....though I think it partly may have been because I was watching it with Jessica and not like Yany or Sean or someone who doesn't let themselves get dragged into it like Jess does. What made me the most paranoid I think though was the rememberances of freaky paranormal type shit that we have experienced when we were driving from the theatre to drop her off at midnight. I was definately a bit jittery and freaked out on the dark and quiet drive from her house to mine....which is really only like 5 minutes or so worth of driving....since her house is like walking distance. For some reason I seem to have this paranoia of always expecting to look in my rear-view mirror and suddenly see someone or something there out of nowhere......or like....when its so dark that I look in it and its like pitch black, that freaks me out too. Ah, I can be such a pussy. Oh well, at least I have some reason to be paranoid.

It's my little brother's 16th birthday today. It's weird. He's sixteen, I'm going on 20. Only 4 years apart but now the difference seems so much greater when you look at it. He's about as tall as me....I still have an inch or two on him.....but even though I begrudgingly hang on stubbornly in denial to my title as the tallest, I'm sure he'll surpass me. I'll be damned if I have to literally look up to him though.....So he better not get too much taller XD The birthday card I got him is pretty funny. I'll post a picture/scan of it later for all to enjoy. Oh wow I just forgot.....birthday today means dinner out tonight. Yay :) And I won't have to pay for myself this time (penny pinchers!).

Well, My brothers about to wake up, so I'll go give him a (un)pleasant b-day morning wake up for school and give him his birthday card. I'll write more later.