We Made Plans To Be Unbreakable...

So…I finally went to school for the first time in a long while yesterday and today…although I didn’t have any classes. I dropped my math class because I don’t think there’s any way I could get a decent grade in that class. I thought about dropping another, but then I figured that was a bad move since I need some classes to have grades in to bring up my GPA of course. Now I don’t have to ever stay at school till 7:15 for math class anymore this semester, and it’s one less nuisance to bother with.
I had my first psychology session today. It was basically an hour of me talking mostly about myself and my life. I don’t know how or what it might help, but I figure it’s worth a try and it can’t hurt any. I found her response and sort of reaction to how I described the things my mother does pretty funny. It’s sort of weird though…the whole process. I wish she were more involved or something. But then again, it was only the first session, and she had to get an overall idea of my problems and such. Which are/were school and my mother. And my sleeping habits and such. But those are more minor things. Now I’ll have a session every other week. So I guess my issues were good enough to warrant some decent one-on-one working-outs.
So I haven’t had internet this whole past week. I haven’t experienced this in a long time, and it’s never sucked more because I don’t have cable TV to turn to…I actually have some people that I would be able to talk to….and I actually have to regularly check my email for school information. Lack of email access already screwed me over with a test I missed that I didn’t realize I had. I really was sick though. Too bad I don’t have a doctor’s note to have hard evidence or something. Though who goes to the doctor for a cold anyway? It’s not like they can prescribe anything for it.
The scary weird yellow-blonde highlights of horror have come back since all the red seems to have washed out now, so I just bought a semi-permanent light brown color to dye my hair over with. I want to keep the highlighted looked, but I want it to be brown shades. Plus my new haircut would look much better in a darker nicer color. Oh yea, I didn’t mention it before did I? I was walking through the mall about a week ago or so and the whole long hair vs. short hair debate popped into my head. Everyone said keep it long. My family said keep it short. I sort of wanted to do –something- or other with it…so I was walking by a salon in the mall and I decided once and for all at the spur of the moment that I would chop it off. It’s at most maybe chin-lengthish. It’s cute, and a lot easier and faster to fuss with.
It’s odd…for the first time ever really, I’m wearing flip flops around the house and such. I never wore em because I don’t like em and I like that little strap that goes between your two toes even less….and barefoot is my preference since birth (Not kidding. Used to rub my feet together like a cricket as a baby to get off my socks and any blankets or anything that might be on my feet.) But, since we were going on the trip to the beach, I knew I needed to buy a pair at least for that. Let’s face it…even if I didn’t really need it for the beach per say, you don’t want to walk barefoot in a hotel room. And now, I’m wearing them around the house. I wonder how long it’ll –really- last though. Last time I tried it I got tired of it.
Anyway, I only had maybe 4 hours of sleep last night and Marcy has been stuffing me with food since last night so I’m full and sleepy and I want to try to sketch out some portraits of people to possibly do them in large scale as Beginning Drawing make up assignments. I’d rather draw people than plants or …”a clown sitting in a chair” as my mother ever so randomly suggested O_o;
Alright, that’s it for now. Go home kids, there’s nothing else to see here. Keep on your side of the caution tape.